something is wrong. i'm deep in, says a fren. i feel so too. recently i get pissed at the smallest things. i get pissed when ppl spoil my day, when they cant decide properly, when they waste my time, when they disturb me, when they rush me, when they block my way, when they dun listen, when they... when they.. when they.. and the list goes on. any every little thing. why, i ask myself. n i end up askin myself y i ask myself y. ppl came n ask me am i ok, is everythin alright. well its NOT. but i stil tell u i'm ok coz i dun wan 2 burden any1. if any of u kind souls happen 2 see tis entry, god bless u n thks 4 ur concern. juz wan to say thks n sorry to ian, belinda, zhenshun, bryan n yani. i thk and apologise to u ppl for reasons so dun ask me why.

something bad is startin. n i know wat it is. tt strong feeling of *********. i wont tell u ppl wat it is. mayb u ppl can figure out it out urself if u've been making me feel tt way. it is nt exactly wat i'll cal a gd start. mayb rather a start of the end? its tt kind of feelin that makes me think: "hey, y?" mayb that old sayin is true after all.