he is seriously emo-ing now. listening to 草蜢's 爱过就可以 now. n realise tt their sad love songs really emo me to the max.

so very much wan to watch transformers. but no 1 seems 2 care about tt thought of mine. once again, i'm off to the movies myself.

when wil i step out of the darkness again? something feels wrong. but i duno wat it is. no regrets cause i choose the wrong path myself.

-back to reality-

ettiquette lesson 2day. learnt how 2 walk like a boss? had some roleplay n was supposed 2 b the director of singapore integrated resort. was cool enough acting all high, mighty, ego, confident n most impt of all, giving deadlines. i like giving ppl deadlines. n see them struggle lik a spider tryin 2 build a web in a thunderstorm. n i feel so fulfilled seeing disappointed faces tt r hoping 4 something more.

went out wif bryan, denise, zhenshun n belinda. n i think these pals of mine are really great ppl. i really like the time we spent 2geter. it gets my mind off from __________. n i really feel bad faking smiles in front of tis nice ppl while i'm supposed 2 drop a tear.

hope tt zhenshun wont feel lousy anymore, cause u know what? u are not. you are nice juz e way u are. n you will always be 1 of my treasured fren.

rum and raisins gets me high. it drowns me in ecstasy. 4getting who i am really are makes life so much happier. i wan to 4get everything. and tt includes __________.