Monday, October 29, 2007

went maximum tuning with belinda just now. damn lucky. some poor soul put $2 in the machine and went off. so i got a free startup. starting from my 2nd race, a big bunch of people gathered behind me to watch me play. was abit disturbed. cause they were blocking all my aircon. had a total of 6 races and won all 6 races straight. and surprising i did all my corners perfectly 2day. except for the 6th race where i screwed abit at the beginning. but i stil won that race thou. perhaps thats why they were gathering around me?

~ { 7:00 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

i looked into the mirror and smiled at my own reflection. mentally disturbed, the mirror cracked. a smile so fake is enough to drive one's soul to insanity. people whom i see. the smiles they wear on their faces. genuine from within? or is everything a mere put on? clothes arent the only things we put on. we wear all sorts of faces as well don't we? we're in a world where only the cunning survive. a sly fox whom tasted the rust on the blood. cursed and wicked. waiting to prey on that silly rabbit. a simpleton. you who i despise, i don't feel enough for you to cry. prey to make it to the top and fall to the depths a sinner. here i sit, singing a lullaby to close your eyes. and a servant of eternity awaits. behind the blazing inferno lies a warmth of life? true enough, such does exists. light hides in the sewers. ashamed to see this ugly place.

~ { 5:32 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Friday, October 19, 2007

had this for lunch today. not only it looks delicious, it IS delicious. only $4.90 for everything you see here.

~ { 11:08 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Thursday, October 18, 2007

its painful, but i will continue to work towards my goal. i gave up twice. all because of no determination. this time round, i will not give up. no matter how much pain i have to endure. because i've found a good reason to do it for.

~ { 10:11 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

to belinda and zhenshun:

sorry for always emo-ing and giving the 2 of u attitude. i know its not very nice and rude of me. but the 2 of u have gone thru the same things b4 u know exactly how the emokid feels. just want to thank the both of you for not giving up on me and even try to make me feel better thou i made u 2 feel worse. big thank you and sorry and just to let u 2 know tt its been a good thing tt i got to know the 2 of u. not gonna say more else things will get even more emotional here.

~ { 5:01 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Monday, October 15, 2007

health hasn't been good. chest pain, breathing hard and dizzy spells. but i'll push myself to continue training.
just for your sake.

i just want you to know who i am

~ { 4:27 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Sunday, October 14, 2007

holidays have ended. and i've played quite a great deal of games these 2 months.

1st, i trained all my final fantasy xii characters to lvl 99

2ndly, i played after burner climax.

a really cool game in the arcade.

3rdly, i made tis bug in gta vice city.
see how the car is stuck in between the ladder?

its halfway thru here and there

4thly, yet another bug wif gta san andreas.
the ambulance behind is stuck in the ground.

5thly, i finally upgraded my maximum tune 2 card to maximum tune 3.

6thly, i restarted my silent hill 4 and managed to finished 1/3 of the game in 2hrs although this game seriously freaks me out badly.

too much gaming is seriously not good. cause i'm emotionally unstable after playing too much survival horror.

~ { 10:30 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

falsehood brings sadness, but the truth hurts.

which would you rather?

~ { 12:43 AM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Friday, October 12, 2007

So insignificant

sleeping dormant deep inside of me

are you hiding away lost?

under the sewers maybe

flying high in the clouds

perhaps you're happy without me

so many sins have been sown

and who could sprout up so blessedly if I had died?

I would have never felt sad at all

you will not hear me say I'm sorry

where is the light?

wonder if it's weeping somewhere?

~ { 8:13 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Thursday, October 11, 2007

think my room looks pretty cool at night

~ { 10:21 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

things are happening. changes around me, i've felt. metamorphosis u may call? things aren't quite what i remembered anymore. was it wrong to do so? no one ever told me. am i just another misguided soul who lost his way? will i ever be? thought about it i dare not. one by one my memories haunt. was the reason why we were born crying cause we know we have decades of suffering to endure coming our way? is it time to journey on my odyssey? pray tell, if you do know.

~ { 10:58 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

denise's bday yesterday. eMoKiDs celebrated for her except for huili coz she had to work.

we met her at her house to give her the cake we made and her presents

that's us

we had sakura for dinner. was nice but ex.

this will explain all the fun we had

~ { 10:14 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Friday, October 05, 2007

woken by these bunch of monsters this morning. making such noise enough to wake the dead. yunpei will agree with me i think. since she's had the same experience.

~ { 11:31 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

this was created out of boredom. not very nice thou. will continue tomake a better 1 again when i'm free.

~ { 4:04 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

Thursday, October 04, 2007

had been quite an eMoKiDs week.

First, MONDAY 1st OCT

met denise n we went ikea to buy some stuff. then we met zhenshun and belinda at some cafe at orchard to chill.

TUESDAY 2nd OCT

went cycling at east coast park with zhenshun and belinda. denise had to teach tuition and couldnt make it.

saw this guy painting a real nice painting of the sea view

we cycled for 2 hrs then we went to arcade to play dance dance revolution and para para. beat the 2 of them hands down at ddr but lost hands down to them at para para. simply cant find the sensors. then we had burger king for lunch and went to plaza sing's starbucks for another chill session with my chilled mocha.

THURSDAY 4th OCT

met denise at her house early in the morning

then we went to botanic gardens with belinda and zhenshun

we strolled the morning away

with beautiful scenery around us

the 4 of us stopped for a nice breakfast

what wonderful breaskfast we had

this will sum up the whole morning

we left the gardens and cabbed to lucky plaza. zhenshun wasted $45 on this machine.

i had my favourite drink, meiji strawberry at taka. then we did some shopping at marina square and i max-tuned.

after dinner i made myself yet another favourite, milo ice

meeting meiyan for dinner tml. haven seen her for ages. and i'm looking forward to it. eMoKiDs' week hasnt ended yet. there will be another meet up on sunday again with belinda and zhenshun to make denise's birthday surprise. yeay!

~ { 8:39 PM }
mingli ♥s and is ♥ed

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